Category Archives: photography and documentation

boho love


While on vacation, my husband and I spent a few days with the bohos.  I don’t even know how to describe how incredibly healing it was for us to be around them, for us to be with cedar.  We had more than one moment where our eyes filled up with soft tears and our hearts filled up with love.

I have been holding on to grief for a long time and I am never quite sure how I will be in the presence of children, especially small children.  This trip really showed me how far I have come in my journey and how a beautiful open family and a fairy child can wind their way into my heart and touch those tender bits and kiss them stronger.

I learn so much about myself when I travel.  In the weeks that I have been home, I have started really noticing the shifts and how they are playing out in my life, in my living.  The changes that are manifesting in my body, in the way that I am eating and playing and in the way that I am spending my time.  I laugh easier and I smile more often.  I can feel myself shedding the final softness of grief, the final bits of anger.

I am still processing it all.  but i know this.  I love that family with every ounce of my being and they really do live in paradise, it envelops them even as their light touches every thing around them.

peace.

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polaroid portraits

Polaroid Portraits

I think there is something about Polaroid film that pulls out the essence, the emotion, the soul.  I love everything about shooting polaroid portraits.  I love how I only get one chance and so I wait, I move and I breathe … I slow down to a slow sliver of a breath and really think about it, really see with all of my senses, finger poised above the big red button waiting for the right moment and I am always delighted by the outcome, by the way the chemicals reveal the truth.

I always feel like my little stack of polaroid portraits are my treasures, the collection of beautiful people that give me the gift of their time and allow me the great honour of seeing them and capturing the energy that I feel from them.

Here are a few from the past few weeks as the summer light begins to wind down.

portraits of the artists

maddie

(polaroid sx-70 / expired 600 film)

 

(polaroid sx-70 / the oh so rare time zero expired film)

(polaroid sx-70 / time zero film)

 

kara

 

(polaroid sx-70 / 600 film)

 

(polaroid sx-70 / 600 film)

 

celeste

 

(polaroid spectra / softtone film)

 

(polaroid sx-70 / 600 film)

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november

 

 

she crocheted up a bright red spot

of cashmere grey

wrapped around the chocolate swish

of november.

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taking it to the streets

That’s right, I’m taking it to the streets. I have this idea for a series that I want to do in the Spring and so I’m working on the details in the way of release forms and a portfolio and cards to carry with me. I’m going to hit Whyte Avenue and take photos of people with little stories about their Whyte Avenue experiences. I think it will be fun and I’m hoping that I can overcome my fear of photographing strangers. I want it to be up close and personal and I am hoping to attempt to put together a little show if it comes together the way I want it to come together. We’ll see. Mostly, I really want to capture some of the spirit of people out for the day, doing their thing and I figure Spring is the perfect time to capture that spirit of fun and freedom, the shedding of cold and being cooped up, the happiness of sun rays. So, I’m sort a busy trying to design me some cards and some examples of my photography. I figure if I’m going to approach people, it might help both me and them if I am upfront about what I am doing and I offer them prints and they can see what my photos look like. I’m excited and Spring is quickly approaching. Any tips would be greatly appreciated.

street II

street IV

street III

Jasper Avenue

Anyway, because it be on my mind and because I have more than a few photos lately from both Edmonton and Vancouver, I thought I’d do a little street series. This one is definitely NOT up close and personal but I’ve been having fun in streets nonetheless. Over the next few days, I will bring you some street shots. Most of them are film with a 50 mm fixed lens, colour and tri-x black and white.

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